Life

It's been a long long time. Like 3 months since i blogged.. Yeap. Anyway, exams are over so it's quite a huge load off my mind. And now it's IPP. Yeap, internship. They are lucky people who got what they wanted, a company that's related to their course of study and of course the unfortunate ones who got something stupid. (Yeap Bryce, i feel for u bro) 

Time flies and it's like 2 weeks after IPP already. First week was fruitful, learnt about the basic operations of the department. Gave me some insight whether i should actually pursue this as a career in the future.. Guess it's kinda turn me off at this point. I always have the impression that office work is always dead and i prefer a job with more flexibility in it. After learning much of the stuff there, i was back to do basic printing, data entry and filing. It's pretty unreasonable to ask them to let me handle real customers cuz it's pretty important. Another 2 more weeks and i'm changing department.. :) Looking forward to it i guess.

As usual, surprises happen everytime.. Yeah Twins is engaged. Well let's wish her all the best :) I always believe that u will make the right choice regardless. 

Celebrated my darling's birthday last week. Hope u liked the surprises. ^.^I know u've been so stressed out during work that u're feeling your best everyday. I can't say i'm exactly going through what u're going through now cuz work is different from yours. But regardless, if u need me, i'll be here. :) 

As i grow up and think back, i wonder how i became how i am today. I'm easily hurt even though it doesn't look that way. I've seen so much bullshit happening around me.. doesn't help to be so observant sometimes.. I have a huge ego, built up over the years trying to be the best.. But i've learnt to control it through painful experiences. I don't have a personality capable of leading individuals, instead i have one that makes people wanna follow me. I don't know which is better. It doesn't matter to me anyway, i don't know how i build up this level of ignorance; Probably through out the years, i learnt how to filter what i want to hear and what i don't want to. Why? Afraid of getting hurt? Maybe.

got to go off now.. Work tml :)