Life

It's been a long long time. Like 3 months since i blogged.. Yeap. Anyway, exams are over so it's quite a huge load off my mind. And now it's IPP. Yeap, internship. They are lucky people who got what they wanted, a company that's related to their course of study and of course the unfortunate ones who got something stupid. (Yeap Bryce, i feel for u bro) 

Time flies and it's like 2 weeks after IPP already. First week was fruitful, learnt about the basic operations of the department. Gave me some insight whether i should actually pursue this as a career in the future.. Guess it's kinda turn me off at this point. I always have the impression that office work is always dead and i prefer a job with more flexibility in it. After learning much of the stuff there, i was back to do basic printing, data entry and filing. It's pretty unreasonable to ask them to let me handle real customers cuz it's pretty important. Another 2 more weeks and i'm changing department.. :) Looking forward to it i guess.

As usual, surprises happen everytime.. Yeah Twins is engaged. Well let's wish her all the best :) I always believe that u will make the right choice regardless. 

Celebrated my darling's birthday last week. Hope u liked the surprises. ^.^I know u've been so stressed out during work that u're feeling your best everyday. I can't say i'm exactly going through what u're going through now cuz work is different from yours. But regardless, if u need me, i'll be here. :) 

As i grow up and think back, i wonder how i became how i am today. I'm easily hurt even though it doesn't look that way. I've seen so much bullshit happening around me.. doesn't help to be so observant sometimes.. I have a huge ego, built up over the years trying to be the best.. But i've learnt to control it through painful experiences. I don't have a personality capable of leading individuals, instead i have one that makes people wanna follow me. I don't know which is better. It doesn't matter to me anyway, i don't know how i build up this level of ignorance; Probably through out the years, i learnt how to filter what i want to hear and what i don't want to. Why? Afraid of getting hurt? Maybe.

got to go off now.. Work tml :) 

New skin, new look..

More tests, more stress.. HAHA

Bored of the old one ah.. :)

Love u more and more each day <3>

Jovy-withyou 

Sometimes i wish i can tell the whole world that there's only one girl that i love and all i want to see is her smile..

It might just be another smile to someone esle.. but maybe it's been a habit or more like a hobby for me that i develop from young.. Believe it or not, i like to help people. HAHAH You guys must be thinking like, "Wtf? U like to help people?" Be it charity work or anything.. all i wanted was that smile. (: 

Anyway, Jojo is satisfied now.

I love my girl

I love everything about her

I love my friends

I love my family

And everyone esle who made me what i am today.. (: Thank you

The feeling..

The feeling of wanting to be there for someone..

The feeling of wanting that someone to be happy because you just know that that smile will make your day..

The feeling of doing something for someone and knowing that that someone will be there to share that happiness with you, with you, with you.. and most importantly, appreciate it together with you, with you, with you..

The feeling of worrying when that someone is not feeling alright..

The feeling of knowing that your very own smile can be the spark to light up the bright day that is coming ahead..

I don't care what people think, but i feel like the luckiest person on this universe right now.. to be able to be..

With you, with you, with you, with you, with you.. :D

Sleep tight and get well soon dear!

It's been a long and winding journey,

but i'm finally here tonight.. (: 

Picking up the pieces and walking back into the light..

There's nothing like that feeling when i look into your eyes.. :$

Woo.. it's been a tiring week for me man.. It's MID MAY already.. Damn fast can? Haha! So many nice things happen this month.. This is probably the best month that i will ever have in awhile..

I love you! :D

The slow cooker in my house got burnt and melted cuz it was switched on from 9am to 10pm by my mummy accidentally. We were pretty lucky that it didn't exploded.. :) 

My daddy came home damn pissed of course.. But through his nagging, he did say something meaningful..

He said, "Why do you think we need to learn from other people's mistakes?"

The answer is kinda obvious, but it got me thinking for awhile about what i've been doing for this past 5 years. I've always been on the sidelines observing people, the things people do, some of which i tell myself i won't want to do that ever.. Some of which are inspiring. I don't want to experience it through it, don't want to know how it feels.. Well at least to me, i feel it's that important to learn, not only from friends, but also from our parents to even the strangers on the streets. 

I know what i want in life. It's simple, but hard to achieve. But i'm coming (: 

You mean to me what i mean to you.. Love you. *hugs*

9/5/09 (: